yea idk, kinda wonderin about who I am, my friends are good friends but I find myself asking myself the same question every day, did I really live my life today or did I just sulk. The answer isn’t clean cut nor is it pretty or ugly, it is a definition of who we are as people and what we want, not just for (our self’s) scratch that we are all selfish deep down and just don’t know it. But I’m not angry , just filled with question’s, questions i’ll never get answers to. My life is too short to even answer a handful of them so I must choose the ones I really want answered in my lifetime. The decision process must be in depth and critical of all things that are factored into the equation. Yes the is the only way to get the right ones answered. Maybe my search for the answers will take me to the answers, or it will take me to more questions with more answers to be sought after. In the end everyone has their own path they must walk and weather that leads to the answers or not it must be walked and only I can walk it. weather I see the answers or not I have to walk it with no fear, the sun will rise and the tide will come in again, I just have to be patient with what it brings me.
